MY GOD IS NEW TO YOU is one of Charbel Baini's books translated from Arabic into English

Dust of Sorrow

 

-1-

I am a stranger...

In the land of loved ones,

I walk,

And I run after loss,

I weave a star like the Magi's star,

Shining,

To guide me to the manger of my love.

-2-

Who am I?

Who am I?

For my silence is terrifying,

 My life is bleak,

And the dust of sorrow eats away at my sandals,

And my socks, clinging in fear,

To the hems of my garment.

-3-

Who am I?


Did I come as dust with the wind

On a night of hateful winter

And it enveloped me

A fierce cold

That stole my mind...

So, I went searching through the fog

And calling out:

O son of dust

Wait...

For in your vast bosom

Are the fragments of my heart.

-4-

...And my cry was lost

The only companion I had

For when I grew weary, 

I sang to myself,

To my own ears,

To the desolation of my path.


Beirut, Sabah El khair magazine, Issue 170, November 17, 1969

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